Just when you think you have your freaking life together ‘stuff’ happens. Roughly a week and a half ago I moved back to school. Summer was okay but nothing to be excited about. But life was trucking on. I was continuing one day at a time. Until July…
In July someone I know had two heart attacks in a matter of weeks. He had a massive blockage in his heart. He was rushed into surgery where they took out the clot and he had a stent placed. As I said earlier two heart attacks… So after we were all getting back to normal because it had been a week and he was home recovering it happened again-Heart attack number two. If it were not for his wife who gave him CPR before the EMT arrived I’m not sure if I could tell you he would be here today or not. He was once again rushed to the hospital where this time he was given a pacemaker defibrillator and told he had 35% heart function. He can’t work for the job he has known his whole life for 18 years old.
I thought that was the worst part of my summer, but I was proven wrong. After being depressed on an off all summer and then hearing that my stepdad almost died twice I thought things couldn’t get any worse. Boy was I mistaken. This next part is not so easily explainable. So I will need to give as little information as possible because I don’t want it all online. You may not get the whole gist, but I will know and I just need to get it out of my head.
Getting to school was hassle enough because all summer I was not looking forward to a specific class that I need to take. I was told it is difficult and a lot of preparation needs to be put in said class. With that in mind, I didn’t think I needed to worry about anything else. That is where I was wrong again. I had to worry about all my family arguing about driving down. Lots of stuff was said that shouldn’t have been said and I wish I could unhear some but that isn’t how the world works.
After I got to school it got better for a few days before it once again was bad. I had some conversations with my family that I will not say. However, if you know me personally you will know what I mean. All got way out of hand and I was once again not in a very good place. So, I used the skills I have learned from others, family, and friends to get back up. As of now, I am in the process, but it is a marathon, not a sprint. I will get there and I will need quite a bit of help but all in all, it all works out in the end.
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